Comments 0front porch in Costa Rica, 2009
“Trying harder to be happy or content will not make you happy and content; trying harder to rest in God and depend upon His grace will. It is a spiritual issue, not a practical one. Contentedness will not come from being more organized, sleeping longer, being a better wife…having more time to yourself…. Contentment is learned in the process of daily accepting life as God gives it to you, and adjusting your expectations to life’s limitations.”
We all have limitations, don’t we? Some are physical, others are relational, emotional, or circumstantial. We don’t like to think about limitations…especially not during the beginning of the year when we are encouraged to dream big and go for it.
I really like that last sentence: “adjusting your expectations to life’s limitations.” With Menieres, I am forced to adjust, but I am sorry to say I more often than not do it kicking and screaming. My girlfriend who has many more physical limitations than I do, reminds me that it is easier when you hit a limitation, to say “Well, of course it would be this way, since I have __________. That is normal with ________.” I have been trying this and it has helped. Limitations aren’t a sin, although it sometimes feels like it is!
Many of you come to mind and I see such limitations in your relationships – with grown kids and their boundaries they put on their relationship with you, with husbands who may be very limited in their scope of relating in a way you’d enjoy… so much of life is out of our control, isn’t it?
I am praying I am learning contentment – adjusting my expectations, accepting my limitations with grace, TRUSTING it is from His hand and He knows what He is doing.
Did any of you read “Jesus Calling” today? I had never connected “storing up your treasures in heaven” with saying to Jesus, “I trust You right Now, right Here, with these exact limitations”. She made the point that each time we tell Jesus “I trust You” we are laying up treasure in heaven! So I am trying to simply tell Him throughout the day, “I trust You.” It’s back to practicing His presence, isn’t it? Do we keep coming back to these same signposts?